For a long time I struggled with the idea of being truly blessed. I was ok with being blessed, but not too blessed. I felt I wasn't "there", I wasn't "in the zone" or in the "right place with God". I had this idea that I had to climb the "Heavenly Ladder" and get to this place of deserving "full blessings".
Being in The Kingdom of God is not like a corporate job where you can climb the corporate ladder. Acts alone are not going to get you closer to blessings. That's called religion. Christianity is not about religion... Relationship and Position is what it's all about. Getting closer to the One who blesses should be more important than the Blessings. Knowing your place and position as a child of God gives you the perspective and understanding that you ought to be fully and truly blessed. Because it's about whose you are and not who you've been. 
Give Up... That notion that you shouldn't be blessed or don't deserve to be blessed. That which inhibits your relationship with your Heavenly Father. Give In... To His promise for you, To His desire to see you blessed. Give All... All of your inhibitions, All of your drawbacks, your setbacks, your failures, All of "who you think you are", in return for All that He has appointed you to be. He has already placed it inside of you! 

You have not chosen Me, but I have chosen you and I have appointed you [I have planted you], that you might go and bear fruit and keep on bearing, and that your fruit may be lasting [that it may remain, abide], so that whatever you ask the Father in My Name [as presenting all that I AM], He may give it to you. John 15:16 (AMP)

Kindest Regards, 

Pastor Robert Paucar