God Bless!
Let me start this morning by telling you not to lose hope! I know things may not be exactly the way you want them but they are (as much as I'm sure you don't want to hear this) exactly the way you need them. All things work for good as scripture states and this current dilemma you are going through is in the "all things" category as well. I won't take up too much more of your time today but I want to leave you with this last tidbit of information: Gods plan for us has not changed so let's avoid changing it ourselves....
Staying on course, Pastor Joell A. Perez