God bless!
Have you ever sat down and considered how far you have come in your walk with Christ? How much change has evolved in and through you? How many people your change has influenced through the years? If you are able to do this turning back will seem the way it actually is: pointless! You have not walked this far to turn back now. Are things difficult? Sure, but that doesn't make them impossible. Grab on to Him as He is grabbing on to you. Once this happens you will see His support and you will be able to push through the distractions. I guarantee this because He stands behind it.
Pastor Joell A. Perez
Now, however, that you have come to be acquainted with and understand and know [the true] God, or rather to be understood and known by God, how can you turn back again to the weak and beggarly and worthless elementary things [of all religions before Christ came], whose slaves you once more want to become? (Galatians 4:9 AMP)